This past week there was a full moon again. I thought of the wolf again. I wanted to howl loud but I did only on the inside. I hope the wolf heard it. This cougar who has zebra inside him is lossing mental stability I think.
Wishing he was down at the rest of the herds of animals down in the land called Kent. He did end up back where he came and lives with his folks again. Trying to find a new place to call home not haven luck with the job.
Where are his friends? Are they just to far away or that busy not to be around lately?
August 22 2005, 17:09:06 UTC 6 years ago
*mournful howl*
I'm glad you were thinking of me. It's nice to know I'm in someone's thoughts right now. This has been the worst summer of my life, in short. You'll pick up details here and there, though I'm not sure how much I really want to talk about it all anymore. "Losing mental stability" eh? We should start a club.Come to think of it, when the moon was full and beautiful, I did feel a similar urge inside of me...and I questioned as to why, because I know that wolves do not howl at the moon, they howl to communicate. It's just an old cliche / misunderstanding / legend that they do. Nonetheless, I felt it. Perhaps it was your urge I felt.
Glad to be thought of,
Wolf
August 23 2005, 11:17:21 UTC 6 years ago
Re: *mournful howl*
You are always on my thoughts Wolf. We are both animals inside, the wolf and cougar. How can you have a bad summer, you have car, you have good job, you have boyfriend (unlike me, I am without a girlfriend), you are going back to Kent.Maybe I should send the rest in a hotmail letter. You cheer up wolf. I will find a way to get to Kent during alumi week and we can do some hanging...and maybe let you flip me again or put me down on my knees again (little grin) - (for thous who do not understand, she is well verised in Karate and has used me as the attacker, that was fun...it was).
August 24 2005, 13:30:06 UTC 6 years ago
*hug*
I'm sorry things are really crappy for you at this time. I've been through much this summer and it's always great to have a good support of friends. Hopefully the true ones will come through for you and help you through your time of need.Howl until you can howl no more. Releasing all that tension and stress will do wonders for you and your mental stability. My howling is basically playing the music that greatly matches my mood and singing as loud as I can, releasing all my energy and sad feelings into it. Hopefully you can find your special way of howling.
Take care and good luck,
Trinity